I'M SORRY.. I LOVE YOUR BEST FRIEND

My name is Rista, I have bestfriend his name is Jona. Me and Jona be a best friend since when we in Junior High School. Now jona and I study at the same univesity , I love Jona he is like my family. Me and Jona always hang out together, he always introduce me to his friend and mee to.. so anything about me he know, and anything about Jona I always know. But now Jona has change, he never invite me to hangout again, now he always play game or basketball with his new bestfriend. I’m not jealous, because his new bestfriend are boy, his name Raka. I don’t know much about Raka, I don’t know how can Jona and Raka can be a best friend without me. So I keep my self away from Jona, I think Jona confuse why I’d never talk to him again. Jona ask me..

“ Ta! Rista! What happened with you?? “

“ What you mean Jon?”

“ You have change, you never talk with me again. What’s the problem??”

“ The problem is you’re new best friend! You just waste your time with him..”

“Owwh hahaha, because Raka.. don’t jealous  like that, I’m not gay. I’m still love you”

“ Please be serious Jon, I’m not kidding.. You has change”

“ Okay, I’m sorry Ta..  I will introduce Raka to you, and I promise I will never do like that again to you”

“Okay Jon, I keep your promise..”

            Now me and Jona like we use to be.. we watched cinema together and he invited me to shopping with him. Suddenly Jona invite me to eat dinner at Restaurant, I’m so happy but actually in that restaurant there are Jona and Raka. I think Jona just invite me..

“Ta, why you’re face like that?” Jona said.

“ Ehmm nothing Jon. Oh there are Raka.. Hi! “

“ Hahaha ya, like I said before I will introduce Raka to you..”

“ Hi Ta! How are you? Nice to meet you. I hope I can be your best friend too like Jona.” Raka said.

“ Sure Ka, everyone can be my best friend..” I said

            Now me and Raka little closer, I think Raka is funny guy, he is multi talented, and I just realize if Raka are cute, hahaha. But after long time wasted our time together, I more feel close to Raka than Jona. Jona to busy with his study, so now he don’t have time to me again. Now Raka always invite me to watched cinema at Saturday, but just both of us without Jona. After that Me and Raka always hang out together, I feel comfort with Raka.. He is very care about me, every day he always there for me, always help me any time any where. I think I like Raka, I’m really confuse about my feeling. But when Jona knows about I always hang out with Raka, Jona  very angry with me..

“Ta!! I heard you always hang out with Raka?!”

“ Ya, so why??”

“Without me?!! Are you kidding me? You’re a different person now!”

 “what you mean Jon? I think I’m still the same.. You are the different person!  Now you don’t have time for me again, you very busy about your study!”

“ I want to graduate Ta, why you can’t understand?!”

“ I always understand you Jon, but just for text me and say Hi, you don’t have time?!”

“Okay I’m sorry Ta..”

“You always say sorry but you will do the same. Because of that I waste my day with Raka. I need friend”

“I’m the boy who introduce you with Raka, but now!? Why you more closer with Raka than me??”

“Are you jealous with Raka ??”

“ Ya! You right! I’m jealous with Raka, I know Raka is my best friend, but I don’t like when he with you”

“ Don’t make a joke like that jon..”

“ I’M SERIOUS RISTA!!! I LOVE YOU!!”

            After that incident I’m feel so confuse about my feeling, I’m very afraid lose Jona. But my heart said I love Raka, But i'm affraid if Jona and Raka not to be bestfriend anymore because of me. Now Raka very care about me, his attention full to me..  Sometimes he play to my house and bring some gift to my family, and I think my family like too with Raka, ya he is very kind. My feeling to Raka are different about my feeling to Jona. I’m feeling something in my heart when I with Raka. So three days after that incident I must tell Jona the truth..

“ Jon, I wanna tell you something..” I said..

“ What your answer Ta? About my feeling? You already have answer right?”

“Yes Jon, I’m really sorry.. I must say this, actually I love Raka, I have big feeling to Raka.. And I love you just to be my best friend..”

“ Are you kidding me?! Why must Raka? He is my best friend, Why must him Ta?!”

“I’m sorry, I love your best friend.. Not you, I’m really sorry”

“ It’s okay Ta, I’m understand.. this is my fault, I should not introduce you to him…”

“ I’m really sorry…”

So after I tell the truth to Jona I’m feel better.. And the good news is, Raka say if he love me. And he ask me to be his girlfriend, I’m very happy I’ve never feel like this all my life. So I accept Raka to be my Boy friend.. Oh my God, All my life I never have no idea will have a relationship with Jona Bestfriend, Raka.. And once again I’m really sorry because make my love bestfriend Jona broken hearted.. You too late Jona, my heart already taken, hahaha