SAD LOVE STORY

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl… “Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked. “I can’t” “Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment grabbing me. “No… I am going to meet a friend… He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all. He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why… Then one day… Me: Um, Jin, I … Jin: What…don’t drag, just say.. Me: I love you. Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home. That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many… Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily. Me: Jin… Jin: Here…take this… Again, he handed me a little doll. Me: What’s this? Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye. Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is? Jin: Today? Huh? I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen. Then I shouted… “Wait…” Jin: You have something to say? Me: Tell me, tell me you love me… Jin: What?! Me: Tell me I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left. “I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.” That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me… After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell… Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll. Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came? I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual… Me: I don’t need it. Jin: What….why… I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road. Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again! I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking. “I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll… Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!! But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then… Honk~ Honk~ With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him. “Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted… But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll. “Jin, move!” HONK~!! “Boom!” That sound, so terrifying. That’s how he went away from me. That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me. After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him… And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls. Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love… “One…two… three…” That was how… I started to count the dolls… “Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…” It all ended with 485 dolls. I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly… “I love you~, I love you~” I dropped the dolls, shocked “I….lo..ve…you??” I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach. “I love you~ I love you~” It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side. “I love you~” “I love you~” “I love you~” Those words came out non-stop. I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much… I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much. “Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…” The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute… For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life ..

MY LOVE STORY

A girl asked a boy if she was pretty, he said "No". She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever, he said "No". Then she asked him if he would cry if she walked away, he said "No". She had heard enough; she needed to leave. As she walked away he grabbed her arm and told her to stay. He said "You're not pretty, you're beautiful. I don`t want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."

A man bought 12 flowers. 11 real and 1 fake. He said, "I will love you until the last flower dies."

One night a guy and a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die."

There was a girl named Becca and a boy named Joe. Becca was in a burning house. None of the firefighters could get in the house because the fire was too big. Joe dressed in one of the fire suits and got into the house. When he got up the stairs, the steps fell off behind him. When he got into her room he sealed the door up behind him. He held her tight, kissed her, huged her, then said that he loved her. She asked what was wrong, and he said that he was going to die. Her eyes widened as she began to cry. He picked her up and jumped out of the four story house. He landed on his back with her on top of him. He died to save her life.

There was girl who loved a boy so much she said to the boy, "If I told you that I liked you, would you take it as a joke?"
The boy said, "Yes I would."
She asked, "Why?"
The boy replied, "Because I know you don't like me, I know you love me!"

Love Means... (a girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle)
Girl: Slow down. I'm scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a big hug. (Girl hugs him)
Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on? It's bugging me.
In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though it meant he would die.

I'M JUST TO SHY, AND I DON'T KNOW WHY

10th grade 

As I sat there in English  class , I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called “best friend”. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

11th grade 
The  phone  rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn’t want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her  soft  eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one  Drew Barrymore  movie, and three  bags  of  chips , she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why. 

Senior  year 
The day before prom she walked to my locker. “My date is sick” she said; he’s not going to go well, I didn’t have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as “best friends”. So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn’t think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said “I had the best  time , thanks!” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why. 

Graduation Day 
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. Before  everyone  went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, “you’re my best friend, thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

A Few Years Later 
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say “I do” and  drive  off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said “you came!”. She said “thanks” and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my “best friend”. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn’t notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love him but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too…` I thought to my self, and I cried. 

TRUTH OR DARE ?!

I’m Tara,  tomorrow its my birthday I will 17 years old tomorrow , but I don’t have friends to celebrate my party tomorrow, in school I’m always alone. I realize that I’m not beautiful, I’m not the most smartest, I’m not rich too. But why I don’t  have any friends, what’s wrong with me? I know I’m not easy to interact with people… poor me. In school there ‘s one boy I love, his name Ben, I like him since first I saw him. Me and Ben never talk, maybe Ben don’t know about me. Okay today it’s my birthday, nothing special I’m just celebrate with all my family like usually. But at night I’m so shocked when Ben call me..

“ Hey Tara.. this is Ben. What are you doing?” Ben said.

“ This is Ben? Hmm… i.. em.. nothing Ben” I said, and I’m still shock.

“Oh ya, Happy Birthday Tara..”

“Thankyou ben..”

 “Your Well, Ra. Ehm but I wanna tell you something..”

“Oh ya.. What??”

“ I like you, I like you since first I saw you. Do you want to be my girl Tara?”

“ Are you serious ?? Ya! Sure I want, I like you too”

            And now I can’t believe me and Ben in a relationship, Ben is very kind person. We got to mall, eat lunch together, watch cinema,and study together. I’m very happy with him, after 4days we together Ben ask me to dinner, I accept that. He said there’s something important, he wanna tell me..

“Tara, you’re so beautiful this night..”

“Thankyou Ben, I love you..”

“Ra I’m sorry. I want to broke up with you..”

“Why? Whats wrong Ben?” (I’m crying.)

“At that night when I asked you to be my girl, I’m not serious. I’m played Truth Or Dare with all my friend, I choose Dare. And they want me, asked you to be my girlfriend.”

“Are you kidding me?! You know I really love you, why you do this? What’s my fault?”

 “ I’m so sorry Ra.  Actually I love you Ra, since we lunch together I think I like you, and now I realize that I love you..”

“So why you want to broke up with me?”

“ It’s part of Truth or Dare Ra, if you accept me to be your boyfriend, after 4 days, I must broke up with you. I’m so sorry, I don’t mean to do that.”

“Okay.. I’m understand..” (I run and go home and I still cry, why Ben do this to me, I really love him very much.)

            After that incident I never want to talk with Ben again, my heart really broken, but I can’t move on to another person. There’s just Ben in my mind, every day Ben try to apologize, but I still can’t forgive him. Everyday he call me, Ben came to my class just to tell he love me and he want me to be his girlfriend again, he said his serious now…

“Tara, I’m so sorry, I can’t live without you, I really love you ra, I’m serious now.. please forgive me.”

“ I’ve never expect you gonna doing this to me..”

“ I know, I’m sorry. But if I don’t play Truth Or Dare, and I don’t got Dare to ask you be my girlfriend, I never close with you.. maybe I never know about you. I’m very lucky Ra, because that, now I found someone that I love, it’s you!! ”

“Maybe you right, we can know each other because that’s game.. I think it’s very funny, because Truth Or Dare, now you really love me”

“ So?? You wanna be my girlfriend right?? “

“ Yes Ben, I want..”

“ Thankyouu Ra for the second chance!! I love you so much, I never want lose you again..”

“ I love you more Ben”

            So this day me and Ben really in serious relationship, I’m very happy because now Ben really love me.. because Ben, now I can more easier to interact with people. I love Ben very much.. Oh ya, thank you for Truth Or Dare.. Because that game, Ben can meet me..

PLEASE TRUST ME, I WANT TO LIKE A NORMAL GIRL

I’m Dira, my parents are over protective. They don’t care about my feeling, actually I’m already 18 years old, but my parents still don’t agree if I have a boyfriend. Whereas all my friend already have a relationship, but not about me.. At school I’m really close with a guy, his name Rino. He is very handsome, Rino and I just bestfriend.. Rino is very kind person, we do anything always together so everyone at school think if we has a relationship. Actually I like Rino, because he is very cute and nice, he is very care about me, but I’m little scared if Rino like me too. Because my parent’s will angry if I have a boyfriend. Days go by, me and Rino wasted our time together all the time, and when we eat dinner together Rino say something and make me confuse..

“Ra, I wanna tell you something important..” He said.

“ Yes Rin, about what? Why so serious?”

“This is about my feeling..”

“Ehm what you mean?” I’m really nervous.

“ I’m really like you Ra, I’m not just like you but I love you Ra.. Since we first meet..”

“ Oh my God Rin, actually I like you too. But you already know right, if my parent’s still not agree if I have a boyfriend.”

“How about backstreet? I can’t stop this feeling Ra”

“ Backstreet, hhmm.. Okay we can try Rin”

“ So you accept me?? Oh my.. I’m very happy, love you so much Ra!!”

“ Haha, ya I’m very happy too. Love you more Rino”

          So after that day, me and Rino in a relationship. I can’t believe I have a boyfriend, but everyday I’m still scare if my parent’s know about that, I’m scare if my parent’s angry because I’m backstreet. My realtion with Rino still good, like another young people, we hang out together and Rino always give me some chocolate at school, we eat lunch together and watch at cinema every Saturday night.. But one night I’m forget to delete my chat with Rino, and my parent’s read that, because before sleep my parent’s always checking my handphone. So they very angry..

“Diraa!! Who is your boyfriend, mom already said you can’t have relationship!! You are to young Ra..” My mom said.

“ You must study Ra, don’t thinking about boyfriend!” My dad said.

“ Mom Dad, Dira tired.. I want to live like a normal girl”

“ I know Dira, but first you must study..” my mom said

“Ya mom I know, please trust me my score at school will be fine. Boyfriend will not disturb my study. I’m promise..”

“ So please trust me too, boyfriend will making mess your school” my mom said.

“ Mom I’m serious, please trust me.. I want to like a normal girl, Rino is good guy”

“ Okay, we believe you.. you can have boyfriend, but you must focus with your school, and your score must get more better”

“ Okay mom I will make both of you proud”

          So after that I’m not should backstreet anymore, my parents already know about Rino, my relation with Rino more better, I love him very much, he is so funny and cool. And I can prove to my parent’s if my score got better, even I have a boyfriend. Actually Rino is smart guy, so I can learn to him, everyday after school we study together, now my parent’s like Rino too. And they can trust me, they not over protective again..

I'M SORRY.. I LOVE YOUR BEST FRIEND

My name is Rista, I have bestfriend his name is Jona. Me and Jona be a best friend since when we in Junior High School. Now jona and I study at the same univesity , I love Jona he is like my family. Me and Jona always hang out together, he always introduce me to his friend and mee to.. so anything about me he know, and anything about Jona I always know. But now Jona has change, he never invite me to hangout again, now he always play game or basketball with his new bestfriend. I’m not jealous, because his new bestfriend are boy, his name Raka. I don’t know much about Raka, I don’t know how can Jona and Raka can be a best friend without me. So I keep my self away from Jona, I think Jona confuse why I’d never talk to him again. Jona ask me..

“ Ta! Rista! What happened with you?? “

“ What you mean Jon?”

“ You have change, you never talk with me again. What’s the problem??”

“ The problem is you’re new best friend! You just waste your time with him..”

“Owwh hahaha, because Raka.. don’t jealous  like that, I’m not gay. I’m still love you”

“ Please be serious Jon, I’m not kidding.. You has change”

“ Okay, I’m sorry Ta..  I will introduce Raka to you, and I promise I will never do like that again to you”

“Okay Jon, I keep your promise..”

            Now me and Jona like we use to be.. we watched cinema together and he invited me to shopping with him. Suddenly Jona invite me to eat dinner at Restaurant, I’m so happy but actually in that restaurant there are Jona and Raka. I think Jona just invite me..

“Ta, why you’re face like that?” Jona said.

“ Ehmm nothing Jon. Oh there are Raka.. Hi! “

“ Hahaha ya, like I said before I will introduce Raka to you..”

“ Hi Ta! How are you? Nice to meet you. I hope I can be your best friend too like Jona.” Raka said.

“ Sure Ka, everyone can be my best friend..” I said

            Now me and Raka little closer, I think Raka is funny guy, he is multi talented, and I just realize if Raka are cute, hahaha. But after long time wasted our time together, I more feel close to Raka than Jona. Jona to busy with his study, so now he don’t have time to me again. Now Raka always invite me to watched cinema at Saturday, but just both of us without Jona. After that Me and Raka always hang out together, I feel comfort with Raka.. He is very care about me, every day he always there for me, always help me any time any where. I think I like Raka, I’m really confuse about my feeling. But when Jona knows about I always hang out with Raka, Jona  very angry with me..

“Ta!! I heard you always hang out with Raka?!”

“ Ya, so why??”

“Without me?!! Are you kidding me? You’re a different person now!”

 “what you mean Jon? I think I’m still the same.. You are the different person!  Now you don’t have time for me again, you very busy about your study!”

“ I want to graduate Ta, why you can’t understand?!”

“ I always understand you Jon, but just for text me and say Hi, you don’t have time?!”

“Okay I’m sorry Ta..”

“You always say sorry but you will do the same. Because of that I waste my day with Raka. I need friend”

“I’m the boy who introduce you with Raka, but now!? Why you more closer with Raka than me??”

“Are you jealous with Raka ??”

“ Ya! You right! I’m jealous with Raka, I know Raka is my best friend, but I don’t like when he with you”

“ Don’t make a joke like that jon..”

“ I’M SERIOUS RISTA!!! I LOVE YOU!!”

            After that incident I’m feel so confuse about my feeling, I’m very afraid lose Jona. But my heart said I love Raka, But i'm affraid if Jona and Raka not to be bestfriend anymore because of me. Now Raka very care about me, his attention full to me..  Sometimes he play to my house and bring some gift to my family, and I think my family like too with Raka, ya he is very kind. My feeling to Raka are different about my feeling to Jona. I’m feeling something in my heart when I with Raka. So three days after that incident I must tell Jona the truth..

“ Jon, I wanna tell you something..” I said..

“ What your answer Ta? About my feeling? You already have answer right?”

“Yes Jon, I’m really sorry.. I must say this, actually I love Raka, I have big feeling to Raka.. And I love you just to be my best friend..”

“ Are you kidding me?! Why must Raka? He is my best friend, Why must him Ta?!”

“I’m sorry, I love your best friend.. Not you, I’m really sorry”

“ It’s okay Ta, I’m understand.. this is my fault, I should not introduce you to him…”

“ I’m really sorry…”

So after I tell the truth to Jona I’m feel better.. And the good news is, Raka say if he love me. And he ask me to be his girlfriend, I’m very happy I’ve never feel like this all my life. So I accept Raka to be my Boy friend.. Oh my God, All my life I never have no idea will have a relationship with Jona Bestfriend, Raka.. And once again I’m really sorry because make my love bestfriend Jona broken hearted.. You too late Jona, my heart already taken, hahaha

WHO IS MY BOYFRIEND?

Lexa very mad with her boyfriend.. her boyfriend name is Aldo. Aldo is very arrogant person, he never want accompany Lexa to shopping or watched cinema, Aldo never care to much with Lexa.. she really hope Aldo can change to be better boy friend, more kind, more care. Sometimes Aldo more concerned playing football with his friend than hangout with Lexa, tomorrow they anniversary 4 months.. And Lexa want in they Anniversary day Aldo invite her to hangout all day long, and do something fun like watch cinema, eat lunch, candle light dinner, and shopping. So Aldo agree with that, but Aldo forget if tomorrow Aldo already promise to his friends if he wanna play football.. Actually Aldo is twin, and Lexa don’t know about that his twin name is Aldi. Aldi and Aldo is different, because Aldi is more kind, more care’s with his girl friend, he really understand what girl want.. But Aldi still sad because he just broke up with he girl friend 2 months ago. So because Aldo really want play football tomorrow so he asked Aldi for replace him tomorrow to hangout with Lexa, and Aldi agree with that. Today Aldi and Lexa hangout all day long because Aldi more better than Aldo, so Lexa little confuse about her boyfriend..

“Hey Aldo! Happy anniversary baby..”

“Ha? Hmm, yaa happy anniversary to honey” Aldi said.

“So what we gonna do all day long ? You already promise if we gonna do something fun.”

“Sure this is our anniversary day baby, how about watching cinema?? There’s a good movie today..”

“Are you sure want to watching at cinema?? Usually you didn’t want watch cinema”

“Why not? Let’s buy ticket..”

“Okay.. but you really Aldo right? You look’s different.”

“Ha? What you mean? Sure I’m Aldo..”

After they watch cinema, they shopping.. Aldi give Lexa everything she want, Lexa still confuse because she think Aldo already change to be better person, after shopping they eat dinner, Aldi is very romantic.. After spending all day with Lexa, Aldi feel something in his heart, he think  his love Lexa. Because Lexa is kind girl, and really fun, after they go home suddenly Aldo very angry with Aldi..

“Aldi!! Why you so happy?? You like my girl friend right? You happy because you hangout with her??!”

“What you mean do? You said I must replace you to hangout with you girl friend, I’m just help you bro.”

“Just help me??! You said just help me?!”

“Ya! So Aldo why you so angry?”

“Because you’re an asshole!! Why you kissing with my girlfriend?!!! I just asked you for replace me to hangout with her!! Not to kiss her bitch!”

“Ha? I’m so sorry Aldo.. how you know about that?”

“Lexa just text me and she said today the best day ever and the best kiss ever! You like Lexa right??”

“Ya you right I’m not just like her, but I love her from first I saw her. That’s all you fault Do! If you didn’t asked me to replace you, I will not meet and love her!”

So after that incident Aldo tell the truth to Lexa, if at that day is not Aldo but he is Aldo’s twin.. Aldi.. Lexa very angry with Aldo and want to broke up, after Aldo and Lexa broke up, Aldi still trying to get Lexa heart, and Lexa realize if she love Aldi because Aldi is different he is always care about Lexa.. Aldi is Lexa expected guy..  now Lexa have no idea can have relationship with her ex twins, but all people know love is blind, everything can happen.. Now Aldo just can meet with regret..